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Bear This Burden
05:55
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I've made mistakes, I believed in you
You failed to be the one, once I craved for
Now the time has come, no room for pretending
I smell your fear, this farce is ending
Keep your poison
Away from my veins
I'll erase that wicked smile from your face
Sometimes it's hard to explain
You let me flow in a sea of pain
But you'll regret; my vengeance is set
You'll suffer in torment; bear this burden
I am bane, your eternal enemy
Bringing you to deepest agony
Taste your sins; bury old dreams
This curse is certain; bear this burden
Our hope and faith, you've ruined for a moment
Devotion's lost, thrown and forgotten
Now the time has come, no room for pretending
I smell your fear, this farce is ending
Keep your poison
Away from my veins,
I'll erase that wicked smile from your face
Sometimes it's hard to explain
You let me flow in a sea of pain
But you'll regret; my vengeance is set
You'll suffer in torment; bear this burden
I am bane, your eternal enemy
Bringing you to deepest agony
Taste your sins; bury old dreams
This curse is certain; bear this burden
Sometimes it's hard to explain
You let me flow in a sea of pain
But you'll regret; my vengeance is set
You'll suffer in torment; bear this burden
I am bane, your eternal enemy
Bringing you the deepest agony
Taste your sins; bury old dreams,
This curse is certain; bear this burden
It's your turn now
Bear This Burden
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2. |
Certain Separation
05:24
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Your words don't seem so real
Your actions far from sincere
Your eyes look so unclear
You're losing in a fear
And I couldn't find a change I was seeking in you
I thought you're the right one but that wasn't true
I know you really need me but I cannot be near
I must find escape, a way out of here
Your words don't seem so real
Your actions far from sincere
Your eyes look so unclear
You're losing in a fear
And I couldn't find a change I was seeking in you
I thought you're the right one but that wasn't true
I know you really need me but I cannot be near
I must find escape, a way out of here
Out of my mind, out of my sight, get rid of everything that ever existed
Out of my mind, out of my sight, get rid of everything that ever existed
Out of my mind, out of my sight, get rid of everything that ever existed
Out of my mind, out of my sight, get rid of everything that ever existed
Get rid of everything that ever existed
Get rid of everything that ever existed now
The story must end here
The story must end here
The story must end here
The story must end here
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3. |
Lifeless Dying State
05:10
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Lifeless dying state consumes this wasted body
I know you're weak and frail just waiting for death's embrace
To leave this all behind
Lifeless dying state consumes this wasted body
I know you're weak and frail just waiting for death's embrace
To leave this all behind
To leave this all behind
To leave this all behind
Sickness coming, much worse than was before
I can't save you, take you from below
The guilt is burning through your skin
self-hatred, slowly tears you apart
Sleepless nights
Endless cries
Desperate thoughts that spin around
All falls down
Blood on ground
Your life now ruins right before my eyes
Lifeless dying state consumes this wasted body
I know you're weak and frail just waiting for death's embrace
To leave this all behind
Lifeless dying state consumes this wasted body
I know you're weak and frail just waiting for death's embrace
To leave this all behind
To leave this all behind
To leave this all behind
Sickness coming, much worse than was before
I can't save you, take you from below
The blade is piercing through your veins
Slow release now, the end that you have craved
Sleepless nights
Endless cries
Desperate thoughts that spin around
All falls down
Blood on ground
Your life now ruins right before my eyes
Your life ruins before my eyes
Your life ruins before my eyes
Your life ruins before my eyes
Your life ruins before my eyes
Your life ruins before my eyes
Your life ruins before my eyes
Your life ruins before my eyes
Your life ruins before
Your life ruins before
Your life ruins before
Your life ruins before my eyes
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4. |
Crude Truth
04:50
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Remember the day when all turned to grey
Perception was lost; zeal's slowly fading away
Watching through anguish how life sinks and ceases
Bleak thoughts revolve, bringing sense of certain decease
Frustrations remain when nothing's left to accuse
Instead of saving the life; you've put your head to the noose
Years of waste, the anger has raised
It's time to face your own mistakes
When you'll open wide your blackened eyes
You'll realize you've believed in lies
Drifting alone in desolation and pain
Reached that point, so desperate and vain
Haunted by fears you've buried before
Erode deep within, yet you're waiting for more
Empty inside, no will to persist
The glimmer of hope now no longer exists
Years of waste, the anger has raised
It's time to face your own mistakes
When you'll open wide your blackened eyes
You'll realise you've believed in lies
Remember the day when all turned to grey
Years of waste, the anger has raised
It's time to face your own mistakes
When you'll open wide your blackened eyes
You'll realise you've believed in lies
Years of waste, the anger has raised
It's time to face your own mistakes
When you'll open wide your blackened eyes
You'll realize you've believed in lies
You believed in lies, your life was just a lie
Lie
A lie
Your life was just a lie
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5. |
Pain Living Through Me
04:51
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The pain is living through me
Draining me away and locking me in misery
The pain is feeding by me
Blackening my life from here to eternity
Harmful emotions are rushing through me
This old wound is starting to bleed
Despair, grief and anguish
I'm dying within
The pain is living through me
Draining me away and locking me in misery
The pain is feeding by me
Blackening my life from here to eternity
The lights are gone, another dreary day in darkness
I am trying to escape this madness
But I am sinking in the deeper sadness
I will never be free
Harmful emotions are rushing through me
This old wound is starting to bleed
Despair, grief and anguish
I'm dying within
This pain overwhelmed me, I cannot be healed
The pain is living through me
Draining me away and locking me in misery
The pain is feeding by me
Blackening my life from here
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6. |
In a Dead End
03:41
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Truth fades away
All moments in vain
There are pictures unclear
My life's unfulfilled
Years slowly pass
I'm still drowning in mess
Way out I cannot see
Left chaos in me
Truth fades away
All moments in vain
There are pictures unclear
My life's unfulfilled
Years slowly pass
I'm still drowning in mess
Way out I cannot see
Left chaos in me
Lies and distrust entwine us with darkness
Your betrayal will lead us towards to nowhere
The damage is done; the wounds are wide open
This circle is closing, we'll end up
Lies and distrust entwine us with darkness
Your betrayal will lead us towards to nowhere
The damage is done; the wounds are wide open
This circle is closing, we'll end up
Will end up in a dead end
Will end up in a dead end
Lies and distrust entwine us with darkness
Betrayal will lead us towards nowhere
The damage is done; the wounds are wide open
This circle is closing, we'll end up
Lies and distrust entwine us with darkness
Betrayal will lead us towards nowhere
The damage is done; the wounds are wide open
This circle is closing, we'll end up
Will end up in a dead end
Will end up in a dead end
In a dead end
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7. |
The One That Leaves
05:58
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I was there for you when our sky had turned from blue to black
I was there for you when the horrid nightmares came so true
I was there for you when the menace hurt has pierced right through
I was there for you but you don't remember do you
And all those empty promises keep resonating in my head
Abandoned all that we once had, you choose to run away
After these years in vain and memories blend with pain
I almost killed myself to save this bond that was already dead
And after all those tears and moments spent in fears
I'll stay and fight for this until it will cease but you'll remain the one that leaves
I was there for you when the raging storm shattered our hope
I was there for you when your inner demons ripped your soul
I was there for you when the waves of woe had doomed our faith
I was there for you but you don't remember do you?
And all those empty promises keep resonating in my head
Abandoned all that we once had, you choose to run away
After these years in vain and memories blend with pain
I almost killed myself to save this bond that was already dead
And after all those tears and moments spent in fears
I'll stay and fight for this until it will cease but you'll remain the one that leaves
Remain the one that leaves
Remain the one that leaves
Remain the one that leaves
Remain the one that leaves
I feel that I'm losing control
I wish I'd never met you at all
I should be prepared for this fall
I wish I'd never met you at all
At all
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8. |
Gone Without Farewell
06:26
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Gone without farewell
I hear the funeral bell
Gone without farewell
Alone on the road to hell
Gone without farewell
I hear the funeral bell
Gone without farewell
Leaving this lifeless shell
Memories that dragged me and kept me for so long
Will no longer matter as they slowly disappear
And all emotions that burned my soul
Will surely cease as I wither away
But deep in the night
Shadow behind your back
You turn around but I am not there
My presence is strong
You feel surreal
You try to reach but it's not me
Gone without farewell
I hear the funeral bell
Gone without farewell
Alone on the road to hell
So sick and tired of my futile dreams
My hope was false, this life is killing me
Now nothing stands on my fading path
So much was lost but I wasn't aware
No one could ever fill this emptiness
I choose this way, I don't need your forgiveness
But deep in the night
Shadow behind your back
You turn around but I am not there
My presence is strong
You feel surreal
You try to reach but it's not me
Gone without farewell
I hear the funeral bell
Gone without farewell
Leaving this lifeless shell
My presence is strong
You feel surreal
You try to reach but it's not me
Gone without farewell
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9. |
Drowning In Sorrow
07:34
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I curse the day I opened myself
I Became one, one with you
You were the one, so frail and naive
My heart and soul, my everything
Now ruthless wind is starting to shiver through me
Bringing me sense of sudden end
I should have seen, the spark that burned inside you
Now raging flame that perished our love
So long I thought I know it all
This twisted pain left me so hollow
So long I thought I know it all
This twisted pain left me so hollow
And now after you I will drown all alone in sorrow
I bled for you, I gave you strength and shelter
I kept you safe from any harm
I took your strain and buried it deep inside me
Hoping that this will be enough
Now ruthless wind is starting to shiver through me
Bringing me sense of sudden end
I should have seen, the spark that burned inside you
Now raging flame that perished our love
So long I thought I know it all
This twisted pain left me so hollow
Without you there's no tomorrow
So long I thought I know it all
This twisted pain left me so hollow
And now after you I will drown all alone in sorrow
Your empty eyes
Empty stare
Empty feelings in me
Your empty eyes
Empty stare
Empty feelings
Empty feelings
Empty feelings in me
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10. |
Bury The Past
05:10
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Cut me down
Bring me deeper
Break the bound
Reveal your disguise
Spit in my face
Raise the anger
Take the chance
Turn your guilt into my strain
Crush my faith, express your sick violence
No repent
I'd love to feel your hate
I'd love to feel your hate
So long I mourned, carrying the blame for collapse that wasn't my own fault
Ruining my life, running away from the scary eyes that haunted my soul
And everyday reminds me of times when I was lost on the edge
Giving me strength to swallow the hurt and bury you back in the past
Cut me down
Bring me deeper
Break the bound
Reveal your disguise
Spit in my face
Raise the anger
Take the chance
Turn your guilt into my strain
Crush my faith, express your sick violence
No repent
I'd love to feel your hate
I'd love to feel your hate
So long I mourned, carrying the blame for collapse that wasn't my own fault
Ruining my life, running away from the scary eyes that haunted my soul
And everyday reminds me of times when I was lost on the edge
Giving me strength to swallow the hurt and bury you back in the past
I must bury you back in the past
I must bury you back
I must bury you
I must bury you back in the past
I must bury you
I must bury you back in the past
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Ruststained Skopje, North Macedonia
Ruststained is a Melodic Death/Doom Metal band formed in Skopje, Macedonia in 2011. The band is only working on original
music with a wide array of influences.
Since their formation, the band has released their debut album titled "Years in Vain", released on March 22, 2024.
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