Years In Vain, by Ruststained

Years In Vain

by Ruststained

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1.	Bear This Burden 05:55	lyrics	buy track
I've made mistakes, I believed in you You failed to be the one, once I craved for Now the time has come, no room for pretending I smell your fear, this farce is ending Keep your poison Away from my veins I'll erase that wicked smile from your face Sometimes it's hard to explain You let me flow in a sea of pain But you'll regret; my vengeance is set You'll suffer in torment; bear this burden I am bane, your eternal enemy Bringing you to deepest agony Taste your sins; bury old dreams This curse is certain; bear this burden Our hope and faith, you've ruined for a moment Devotion's lost, thrown and forgotten Now the time has come, no room for pretending I smell your fear, this farce is ending Keep your poison Away from my veins, I'll erase that wicked smile from your face Sometimes it's hard to explain You let me flow in a sea of pain But you'll regret; my vengeance is set You'll suffer in torment; bear this burden I am bane, your eternal enemy Bringing you to deepest agony Taste your sins; bury old dreams This curse is certain; bear this burden Sometimes it's hard to explain You let me flow in a sea of pain But you'll regret; my vengeance is set You'll suffer in torment; bear this burden I am bane, your eternal enemy Bringing you the deepest agony Taste your sins; bury old dreams, This curse is certain; bear this burden It's your turn now Bear This Burden
2.	Certain Separation 05:24	lyrics	buy track
Your words don't seem so real Your actions far from sincere Your eyes look so unclear You're losing in a fear And I couldn't find a change I was seeking in you I thought you're the right one but that wasn't true I know you really need me but I cannot be near I must find escape, a way out of here Your words don't seem so real Your actions far from sincere Your eyes look so unclear You're losing in a fear And I couldn't find a change I was seeking in you I thought you're the right one but that wasn't true I know you really need me but I cannot be near I must find escape, a way out of here Out of my mind, out of my sight, get rid of everything that ever existed Out of my mind, out of my sight, get rid of everything that ever existed Out of my mind, out of my sight, get rid of everything that ever existed Out of my mind, out of my sight, get rid of everything that ever existed Get rid of everything that ever existed Get rid of everything that ever existed now The story must end here The story must end here The story must end here The story must end here
3.	Lifeless Dying State 05:10	lyrics	buy track
Lifeless dying state consumes this wasted body I know you're weak and frail just waiting for death's embrace To leave this all behind Lifeless dying state consumes this wasted body I know you're weak and frail just waiting for death's embrace To leave this all behind To leave this all behind To leave this all behind Sickness coming, much worse than was before I can't save you, take you from below The guilt is burning through your skin self-hatred, slowly tears you apart Sleepless nights Endless cries Desperate thoughts that spin around All falls down Blood on ground Your life now ruins right before my eyes Lifeless dying state consumes this wasted body I know you're weak and frail just waiting for death's embrace To leave this all behind Lifeless dying state consumes this wasted body I know you're weak and frail just waiting for death's embrace To leave this all behind To leave this all behind To leave this all behind Sickness coming, much worse than was before I can't save you, take you from below The blade is piercing through your veins Slow release now, the end that you have craved Sleepless nights Endless cries Desperate thoughts that spin around All falls down Blood on ground Your life now ruins right before my eyes Your life ruins before my eyes Your life ruins before my eyes Your life ruins before my eyes Your life ruins before my eyes Your life ruins before my eyes Your life ruins before my eyes Your life ruins before my eyes Your life ruins before Your life ruins before Your life ruins before Your life ruins before my eyes
4.	Crude Truth 04:50	lyrics	buy track
Remember the day when all turned to grey Perception was lost; zeal's slowly fading away Watching through anguish how life sinks and ceases Bleak thoughts revolve, bringing sense of certain decease Frustrations remain when nothing's left to accuse Instead of saving the life; you've put your head to the noose Years of waste, the anger has raised It's time to face your own mistakes When you'll open wide your blackened eyes You'll realize you've believed in lies Drifting alone in desolation and pain Reached that point, so desperate and vain Haunted by fears you've buried before Erode deep within, yet you're waiting for more Empty inside, no will to persist The glimmer of hope now no longer exists Years of waste, the anger has raised It's time to face your own mistakes When you'll open wide your blackened eyes You'll realise you've believed in lies Remember the day when all turned to grey Years of waste, the anger has raised It's time to face your own mistakes When you'll open wide your blackened eyes You'll realise you've believed in lies Years of waste, the anger has raised It's time to face your own mistakes When you'll open wide your blackened eyes You'll realize you've believed in lies You believed in lies, your life was just a lie Lie A lie Your life was just a lie
5.	Pain Living Through Me 04:51	lyrics	buy track
The pain is living through me Draining me away and locking me in misery The pain is feeding by me Blackening my life from here to eternity Harmful emotions are rushing through me This old wound is starting to bleed Despair, grief and anguish I'm dying within The pain is living through me Draining me away and locking me in misery The pain is feeding by me Blackening my life from here to eternity The lights are gone, another dreary day in darkness I am trying to escape this madness But I am sinking in the deeper sadness I will never be free Harmful emotions are rushing through me This old wound is starting to bleed Despair, grief and anguish I'm dying within This pain overwhelmed me, I cannot be healed The pain is living through me Draining me away and locking me in misery The pain is feeding by me Blackening my life from here
6.	In a Dead End 03:41	lyrics	buy track
Truth fades away All moments in vain There are pictures unclear My life's unfulfilled Years slowly pass I'm still drowning in mess Way out I cannot see Left chaos in me Truth fades away All moments in vain There are pictures unclear My life's unfulfilled Years slowly pass I'm still drowning in mess Way out I cannot see Left chaos in me Lies and distrust entwine us with darkness Your betrayal will lead us towards to nowhere The damage is done; the wounds are wide open This circle is closing, we'll end up Lies and distrust entwine us with darkness Your betrayal will lead us towards to nowhere The damage is done; the wounds are wide open This circle is closing, we'll end up Will end up in a dead end Will end up in a dead end Lies and distrust entwine us with darkness Betrayal will lead us towards nowhere The damage is done; the wounds are wide open This circle is closing, we'll end up Lies and distrust entwine us with darkness Betrayal will lead us towards nowhere The damage is done; the wounds are wide open This circle is closing, we'll end up Will end up in a dead end Will end up in a dead end In a dead end
7.	The One That Leaves 05:58	lyrics	buy track
I was there for you when our sky had turned from blue to black I was there for you when the horrid nightmares came so true I was there for you when the menace hurt has pierced right through I was there for you but you don't remember do you And all those empty promises keep resonating in my head Abandoned all that we once had, you choose to run away After these years in vain and memories blend with pain I almost killed myself to save this bond that was already dead And after all those tears and moments spent in fears I'll stay and fight for this until it will cease but you'll remain the one that leaves I was there for you when the raging storm shattered our hope I was there for you when your inner demons ripped your soul I was there for you when the waves of woe had doomed our faith I was there for you but you don't remember do you? And all those empty promises keep resonating in my head Abandoned all that we once had, you choose to run away After these years in vain and memories blend with pain I almost killed myself to save this bond that was already dead And after all those tears and moments spent in fears I'll stay and fight for this until it will cease but you'll remain the one that leaves Remain the one that leaves Remain the one that leaves Remain the one that leaves Remain the one that leaves I feel that I'm losing control I wish I'd never met you at all I should be prepared for this fall I wish I'd never met you at all At all
8.	Gone Without Farewell 06:26	lyrics	buy track
Gone without farewell I hear the funeral bell Gone without farewell Alone on the road to hell Gone without farewell I hear the funeral bell Gone without farewell Leaving this lifeless shell Memories that dragged me and kept me for so long Will no longer matter as they slowly disappear And all emotions that burned my soul Will surely cease as I wither away But deep in the night Shadow behind your back You turn around but I am not there My presence is strong You feel surreal You try to reach but it's not me Gone without farewell I hear the funeral bell Gone without farewell Alone on the road to hell So sick and tired of my futile dreams My hope was false, this life is killing me Now nothing stands on my fading path So much was lost but I wasn't aware No one could ever fill this emptiness I choose this way, I don't need your forgiveness But deep in the night Shadow behind your back You turn around but I am not there My presence is strong You feel surreal You try to reach but it's not me Gone without farewell I hear the funeral bell Gone without farewell Leaving this lifeless shell My presence is strong You feel surreal You try to reach but it's not me Gone without farewell
9.	Drowning In Sorrow 07:34	lyrics	buy track
I curse the day I opened myself I Became one, one with you You were the one, so frail and naive My heart and soul, my everything Now ruthless wind is starting to shiver through me Bringing me sense of sudden end I should have seen, the spark that burned inside you Now raging flame that perished our love So long I thought I know it all This twisted pain left me so hollow So long I thought I know it all This twisted pain left me so hollow And now after you I will drown all alone in sorrow I bled for you, I gave you strength and shelter I kept you safe from any harm I took your strain and buried it deep inside me Hoping that this will be enough Now ruthless wind is starting to shiver through me Bringing me sense of sudden end I should have seen, the spark that burned inside you Now raging flame that perished our love So long I thought I know it all This twisted pain left me so hollow Without you there's no tomorrow So long I thought I know it all This twisted pain left me so hollow And now after you I will drown all alone in sorrow Your empty eyes Empty stare Empty feelings in me Your empty eyes Empty stare Empty feelings Empty feelings Empty feelings in me
10.	Bury The Past 05:10	lyrics	buy track
Cut me down Bring me deeper Break the bound Reveal your disguise Spit in my face Raise the anger Take the chance Turn your guilt into my strain Crush my faith, express your sick violence No repent I'd love to feel your hate I'd love to feel your hate So long I mourned, carrying the blame for collapse that wasn't my own fault Ruining my life, running away from the scary eyes that haunted my soul And everyday reminds me of times when I was lost on the edge Giving me strength to swallow the hurt and bury you back in the past Cut me down Bring me deeper Break the bound Reveal your disguise Spit in my face Raise the anger Take the chance Turn your guilt into my strain Crush my faith, express your sick violence No repent I'd love to feel your hate I'd love to feel your hate So long I mourned, carrying the blame for collapse that wasn't my own fault Ruining my life, running away from the scary eyes that haunted my soul And everyday reminds me of times when I was lost on the edge Giving me strength to swallow the hurt and bury you back in the past I must bury you back in the past I must bury you back I must bury you I must bury you back in the past I must bury you I must bury you back in the past

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Years In Vain is the debut album of the metal band Ruststained!
It is a labor of love and determination to fuse melodies with aggressive riffs and show the band's musical tastes.

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released March 22, 2024

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Ruststained Skopje, North Macedonia

Ruststained is a Melodic Death/Doom Metal band formed in Skopje, Macedonia in 2011. The band is only working on original music with a wide array of influences.
Since their formation, the band has released their debut album titled "Years in Vain", released on March 22, 2024. ... more